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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
music !!! - Shitscheissemerde (Part 1)
A piece of paper left overdue and should be sent soon, and safely without no return to sender's adress ever needed. I don't know what it will be consists of, maybe regrets, maybe anger, maybe all these short small stepped down memories that's probably enough for filling the whole empty pages, just for satisfaction. Sigh. I am not the best replier, after all. Sorry Ellie.
The days had gone way too fast. Small but fast running and flying cockroaches began to occupy the empty dirty dark spaces in my house, including in my bathroom. It was horrifying at some point, to see one creeping behind your shampoo bottle while brushing your teeth. It's either the season or the non existance of pesticide at the edges of the wall. Mosquitoes are the usual daily paracites here though, and they are still unwelcome (especially to come and drain my blood away. I know I have sweet blood, but there are 48561964146 more people out there. Or maybe it's because of my mum's obsession with green livings that always do photosynthesis. Wait, is that the way to spell it?).
Last Friday was at Dina's house. I love her house. It's not just because of the strategically place and the tranquility that surrounds it, it's the colours and the not so crowded fillings (no souvenirs from IKEA that probably clashes with one another, please). Of course, I could not pass my time with drowning myself in Geographycal texts and facts that matters for a few days later, but not for few years soon enough. Even Dina could not really continue on with that, so we (Dina, Sya/Ganko, Noelle, Li Xia and I) decided to have a great Penang laksa lunch with me scurrying around with Dina's digicam, taking various small attractions in her house including her chicken wire thing and her colourful shades of peache vases. Dina has two new randy dandy wooden swords, and I forgot to bring one back home.
So since our study group of some sorts end in just an hour, we wasted the whole day watching.... FRUITS BASKET!!!!! I love it. Eventhough we didn't watch til the episode in which Haru or Ayame appears, but it's okay. I love Fruits Basket. Other than that, there's the Yoyo Dance, the Hawaiian Dance and my dance's video as well, which was shot fully by a cameraphone and at Interact Installation. Yes. I love it.
My voice is so low but it will go squeaky at certain and unexpected times, sometimes it makes me mad. But it's all okay, it's all okay. Oh yeah, Happy Merdeka Day. I have nothing else to say, except that my whole class is one big happy dying family especially for Geography exam, and History. tra la la.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
music Death Cab For Cutie - All Is Full Of Love (bjork cover)
Casey,
How the hell are ya? the craziest thing happened to me today, I was talking to Tessa and I said I wonder what ever happened to Casey? and she told me that she just started talking to you again. So I got her to give me your E-mail addy, she also sent me a picture your lookin pretty good. You look so much different.
So what have you been up too? I know you live in Van do you talk to Travis Bergman? I live in Calgary and I love it soooooo much. I am currently working as a live in nanny and I will be starting school in Jan to be a massage therapist.
So that would be really Gay if you didn't remember me................. But I am a pretty memorable person well I like to think so. KIDDIN
Write me back
The Casey incident is back again. It's like Sophie's World. I told them that I am not Casey, but they keep on sending emails and saying that I'm putting up a joke or something. This is scary ok. Very complicated.
Sunday, August 22, 2004
music Dead Poetic - Four Wall Blackmail
THINGS TO DO AFTER PMR:
1. cut my hair.
2. go to gigs.... if my mum let.
3. go and work at +wondermilk if possible.
4. go and search for dvds that i want for a long time, like donnie darko, eternal sunshine, requiem for a dream, and more.
5. watch Paul Bettany's movies, including Gangster No.1.. if possible.
6. get some money & buy those cds.
7. get some money & buy those threepointsix clothes.
8. sell all my old clothes so that i can buy new ones.
9. learn how to play guitar properly.
10. pray to god that i'll get straight As and i dont get to go to MRSM.
Hi I like Paul Bettany. He's an actor. He is in A Knight's Tale and in Master & Commander and will be featuring on the big screen kissing and probably having sex with Kirsten Dunst in a movie about tennis (!!!), Wimbledon. Which is a big boo since I don't really favour Kirsten Dunst but what teh loo.
Other than that, I seem to like Alex Kopranos of Franz Ferdinand as well. Man, skinny boys with such matured faces in tight fitting black buttoned up shirt sure do something funny to me. Damn you Kate Moss. I even have this wallpaper (clickylooky) as my desktop, too. Seriously, his voice is teh sex and his eyebrow raising is very randy dandy and this is quite a shame for me to write something like this but, hey, check out Dark Of The Matinee video (clickylooky) and you'll know what I mean. My current ljicon is the Evil But Wonderful Sir Alex Kopranos as well. Yes. Wonderful indeed.
Other than that, I have a small crush on Lina's cousin who looks exactly like Padil but well a bit taller and speaks English fluenty and he was from SMDU, Form 1 - Form 3, 1997 - 1999, went overseas and didn't take SPM. Oh well. Lina's boyfriend suspected that we have some chemistry going on. Aiee.
Oh yeah, I screwed up my karangan. AHIHIHIH GO ME.
Sunday, August 15, 2004
My site need's a new layout!!
I'm listening to The Stills' acoustic!!
I just downloaded loads of Tunes For Bears To Dance To & The Velvet Teen songs!!
I'm supposed to go and study!!
Tim Fletcher's voice is lovely!!
I miss my Thursday CDs!!
Maybe new site layout is Thursday!!
Rock Corner sells Sigur Ros: () for RM80!!
Rock Corner sells Explosions In The Sky: Earth Is Not A Dead Cold Place for RM80!!
Rock Corner sells Rilo Kiley: The Execution Of All Things for RM80!!
Rock Corner sells The Walkmen!!
Rock Corner sells Wilco!!
Rock Corner sells Killswitch Engage!!
Rock Corner sells The Secret Machines!!
Rock Corner sells more good CDs that I can't remember but it's good alright!!
I don't have any money!!
I hate science!!
Threepointsix is my favourite clothes store whatevercrap ever!!
Momoe's not!!
I'm hungry!! & for those who like badass hardcore screaming muthafucka nigga like hell & wants to support Malaysia, please go & buy Cassandra's new CD from MEEEE so order from MEEE it's for RM15 only and I need 15 customers so that Jana will give me THURSDAY: FIVE STORIES FALLING :]]]]] listen here!!!
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
music Fear Before The March Of Flames ; Fashion Tips, Baby
I don't have the mood to actually write anything about my days or typing anything that has got to do with my current daily routine nowadays, and I'm rather thankful for that since trials (well, half of it) are next week. I lost my timetable, and I am a bit frustrated at this. Do not trust me with papers, I often misplaced them in a few minutes after I got it.
Rehearsal on Monday was very successful for us indeed, since during normal practices inside the class or during the audition we were the weakest performers among all, as what have I observed. It's either the fact that they are actually forcing themselves to do this, and do not have any interest in it at all. I doubt they do. What pisses me off more is the fact that we, the "stars" or basically the front row with the most actions of all, has well the most actions of all. And we are just the background singers. And while we were busy focusing on our steps and all we tend to forgot about the others, which are the main singers, and later on we will scold them for letting us down of some sorts. Maybe I don't want to be seen or noticable that much on that day, but it seems like the "stars" are so pretentious. Farhana gave off that hint, since she kept asking for us to have more steps and when I asked about the others, she would be saying that we are the "stars". In which we had used that term more than background singers. But by the way, on Monday the others had sang their heart out or so it seems. Noriman gets frustrated and fired up easily and somehow when we were supposed to encourage them, I kept thinking that we are just lowering down their esteem. And somehow everything just revolves all over again and basically it's our-the "stars"- fault. But anyhow, it was alright.
I don't want to go to MRSM or anywhere else in that matter. In fact, by know I have developed a strong hateness towards school. Not because of the work, or the teachers, or anythign that has a connection with education. But people change. And how I seem to be picking out the worst in people and how that I am looking more at their flaws. It makes me feel all pretentious, and how that I am trying to outskill them in terms of personality. Right now I'm trying to repair all of the broken social scenes of mine, and my flaws as well, and trying to build up my self-esteem. And then there's the other thing: I am not very close with Malays or do I feel the need to. Two: I have 20+ year olds friends, and I'm very close to them. No they're not going to give me bad influence or however, they're friends.
Currently my CD player keeps playing Interpol's Turn On The Bright Lights album. It's making me satisfied, but I can't wait for the second album to come out. Han Mei, I might give you Interpol and The Stills' after PMR or sometime before I guess. Currently I don't have any money for anything to be exact.
I want to cut my hair.
I like Fear Before The March Of Flames.
My head is itchy. Pantene is bad, Sunsilk is good.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
I am a bit annoyed with certain radio stations, including a favourite & tv channels that always call Franz Ferdinand in third person as "he" instead of "them". To Jessica Simpson's fans, no the song Angels is not her song to be exact, all she does is change the 'she's in the song to 'he's, and she did a bad impersonation of Robbie Williams. I am sorry, but he is too cool for you, dear Jessica Simpson who are brave enough to show how a bad wife you could be. I have a feeling that I won't be going out with Syamil this weekend, since I myself do not have enough money to actually spend on something, even a normal meal at Oliver's Sandwich. Today was very tiring thanks to the PE test we had. 3 years not doing sit-ups (I was bad at it before, by the way) and all of a sudden I could go 22 in 30 seconds. That's an improvement, okay. Running around for 1500m is not my exact definition of fun. Heck, sports is my greatest enemy. But Tennis is my lover so shush.Oh hi I'm a background singer, or as we call our group, Stars, since that's what we are haha. Thanks to the practice for Mrs Chew's retirement day, I am stuck with a Malay song in my head and now searching for an album consists of nicely recruited Malay boys & men that can actually sing with the most harmonic voices you've ever heard and the randy dandy-est tune you will snap your fingers to. Yeah, BSB & NSYNC equals to junk food while Indigo, Shades and Innuendo equals to high class Hilton hotel's buffet. No I haven't eat buffet there but I bet it tastes good. I don't even know whether they actually have buffet. I bet they do. Today during recess a few FOrm 4 students came around selling us sweets and my fellow comrades around the table was not interested until they saw Christian following behind, who happens to be the German dude, and they started screaming his name and buy the sweets from him. I swear, he could be a good device for promotion of some sorts. While my fellow comrades that I wish to hide myself from because of a huge shame, I had a strong desire to ask him to translate, Ich heisse super fantastische! Ich Trinke champers mit Lachsfisch! and hoping that he'll know Franz Ferdinand and sing together. But no my eyes and hands and mouth were busy concentrating on a certain English Essay. They'll be selling those candies again tomorrow.I'm suppose to go & do my homework, but now I feel like listening to Mum (the band).Hey, Alex of Franz Ferdinand is very randy dandy.
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