Saturday, January 22, 2005  

music the plot to blow up the eiffel tower ; sometimes i wish i'd lost a leg

School has never been this busy before! Now I know why they told me to enjoy Form 3 because Form 4 is one hell of a year (eventhough I've just gone through like 2 or 3 weeks of it. Yes I lost count of the time, nyaha). I don't even have time to read the current book I'm reading, The Time Traveler's Wife by Arthur Niffeneger now!

I have a lot of homework to do. Biology, Add Maths, Add Maths by Mrs Dhillion, EST (English In Science & Technology), and probably more that I can't remember. Sigh. Not to mention that I actually lost my first film roll of my Colorsplash!! I didn't even develop it and now it's all wasted. Oh those precious shots :'(

Oh. This Monday will be the results of the Drama Team, I think. Hmmm.
This Monday will be the day of me & Dina fighting against each other. Just for the sake of the english debate team. The title is "Examination is no measure for a man's intelligence".
Nyahahahhahahahahhaha I can't imagine me fighting against her. We might end up smiling and laughing to each other.
With all the MSN conversations about YAOINESS. XDDDDDDDD
"I think you are 99.9% wrong... I don't agree 65% of your statement..." IT'LL BE L VERSUS L VERSUS. UH. YA.

DEATH NOTE TALK pg53. EVIL RAITO IS BACK YAYAYAYAYYAYA. pg54. EVIL RAITO IS THE SMARTEST EVIL RAITO EVER YAYAYAYAY eventhough it's not being translated yet but damn Raito you're so smart please be my husband kthx.

Today is probably the second time I watched Hitz.TV's Blast Off. I still think that most of the bands there are ridiculous (including Frequency Cannon, sorry! But maybe I'm being biased and saying like omg wtf are you guys doing on hitz.TV?? That's a shame! But you guys are good. It's just, nyeh, why???). The best part is when the all-girl band, White ROse or something got eliminated. I mean, you know, anyone who covers Avril Lavigne = off. And the fact that the vocalist was trying to be all jumpy but she can't sing properly like that! It'll be better if she stays still, you know.
So anyway, the first band that performed today was one of the bands that I hate. Superfriends. I mean, what??? & they keep covering songs that have Amy Lee. Amy Lee = off as well. Not to mention that most of the girls there look like they're off to clubbing instead of a "supposedly" gig.
ps: I just checked their bio in the official site of Blast Off. Music genre: Top 40s Music. WTF?!? I'm going to talk to teh George about this nyahahaha XD
But there's one band that I'm supporting, and the reasons are pretty much biased as well, heh. Media Puppets. The vocalist is Nazreena's brother! He was always there to perform at almost every Battle Of The Bands, and when they held it at DU once, I think his band sang Radiohead's Creep & one original song. Hah. Today he performed Muse's Time Is Running Out and I'm going to meet Nazreena and say, "your brother scares me."
Okay, add another reason to support them. They wore ties today. On proper black shirts. Yay. 

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Thursday, January 13, 2005   (kinda) x-posted to lj

music mae ; all deliberate speed

I need money to:

  • buy a few black A4 papers
  • photostat the Add Maths text book answer sheets for Ee Ven (because we're cheaters. Muahah)
  • pay RM8.80 for some Malay work book or something
  • develop the first film roll of my Colorsplash ever
  • buy another burger during recess tomorrow.

    OH I GOT A LOMO HEHEHE COLOURSPLASH HEHEH DINA AND _____ISAWESOME EHEEHE woops.

    I am probably the only person here who didn't get any letter from any boarding school. GO ME. Yes I am happy, but a little bit dissapointed. But I don't want mother to waste 800++$$ ka-chings just to make sure I could feel comfortable there. But this is just the government's boarding school, though. I don't know about MRSM (but I doubt I could get any, so, it's okay! YAY!)

    Someone please remind me why am I taking Biology in the first place? Or why am I taking pure science when I often get a B for science in my past school years and how I really hate science? I should better off be in an art class.

    The first photography club meeting was so hilarious. There were seven of us, the Form 4s {Dina, me, Han Lim, Aqilah, Nadhirah, Muneerah, Syahirah}. So, okay, Dina said how there were no F4s for last year, but this year there's this group of chinese seniors who I've never seen before waiting for the club's teacher, as well. Dina said they were not even in the club last year. But, anyways, when the teacher came in, he said he had to take care of 3 clubs: Photography, Maintenance, & IT. He had his Maintenance boys with him, so he decided to merge those three clubs because it'll be easier for him and there's not a lot of people. So when we sat behind, the chinese group were giving us some stupid stares and shit, like we're aliens who are not supposed to be here (when most of us Form 4s were in the club since, hmm, 2 years ago?).
    So like other first meetings, we decided to choose our president and stuff. The chinese group decided to choose among their own, when suddenly the boys from Maintenance Club decided to negotiate with us (prolly because they're not close with the other Form 5 group? heh. most of the boys are Chinese), so most of the posts were taken up by us Form 4s and the Maintenance Club XDDD There's one time when me & Dina felt a bit sad for the other seniors, so when we voted for one of them, Peng Guan (I think) screamed out "PEMBELOT!!" towards us HAHA XD After the voting finished, some of the girls from the new chinese group decided to left and when teacher asked them to write their name, they said, "no, it's okay." So they lied when teacher asked whether they joined the club for the sake of taking pictures because they just want all the posts but NEVAAAH.
    When it's the time for the Maintenance Club's president and all, we stayed behind and watched them vote. Our president ended up being their lowest AJK XDD When us Form 4s wanted to leave, Peng Guan called us and asked our name. Dina introduced, "this is Muneerah, Nadhirah, Syahirah.." Peng Guan: "waaaah why got a lot of Rah one?" XDD

    Tomorrow is the first meeting of the Interact Club 2005 YAY!

    Why are people joining LEO so they could end up wearing that ugly purple & yellow vest??? 

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    Sunday, January 09, 2005   hang around and i'm paranoid.

    music Ambulance LTD ; Primitive (The Way I Treated You)

    I am amazed at the fact that I have 716510 online blogs or journals or diaries or daily life notes on the interweb. I am obsessed with these things, and the day that I will not be is the day that I have completely changed. Right now I am too scared to use the usual, "the day that I will not [insert my habit here], it'll be the end of the world" joke because right now the true signs are already here and if I swear by that it'll be much worse.
    But anyway, this blog will be more of an update for my friends, non personal stuff. Look that up in LJ. no. Wait. I don't know.

    So, first week of school, 2005:

    + I am in a Pure Science class, 4 Jati.
    + I am taking 11 subjects, though. Including Accounts.
    + This class is the almost exact replica of last year's 3 Cempaka it's making me sick. In terms of people.
    + I am beginning to dislike a certain person, but because I have to maintain my social status, I have to fake my way with her.
    + I thought I want to boost up my confidence when it comes to anti-something??
    + I am sitting beside Ee Ven, but when Hui Lin & Chin Min come back from China & America, I might be sitting nowhere.
    + I am not liking this class that much.
    + Many people said I look cute with my hair.
    + Quoting Hadi: Eh, why did you cut your hair like the oldies, huh?
    + WAS MY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY.


    My birthday was, a riot, basically. I had to stop Brian & Azmie from using my computer, and Brian took my latest issue of Utopia home. A lot of people, especially the girls went back early during my party, and the boys stayed late until 6. Syamil came, yay!I can't really say it's a blast, it's one ok party with high school uniforms ya know. Ariana learnt how to wear eyeliner for the first time, hah. Most of them are procastinators, but these are what I got:
    From Aida: THE PINK BEL FROM DOROTHY PERKINS OMGZOMGOMZOMOGMOZMIZFNIGFADBSDSDU.
    From Nazreena: A bunch of acrylic paint which I love and will use it soon :)
    From Yi Zhen: A huge and thin silver (yay!) photo frame.
    From Dina: Ok, at first I asked her for a notebook. And she came back with EIGHT NOTEBOOOKS that I don't know what to use it for because it's all so precious. She said she couldn't choose which one so she decided to take it all. That's very sweet, thank you Dina but I still don't know what to use it all for! ^^

    Some days before school started, I went to Dina's house to watch a crapload of anime. We watched Chobits, Juubei-chan 2: The Counterattack of Siberian Yagyuu(the fighting scenes are superbly done!!!), and NARUTO (I'M IN LOVE WITH KAKASHI ShufBUDFBERSDNB). I think I'm getting my anime otaku side back, yay.

    So, teachers.
    BM: Pn Julilah (she's boring.)
    English: Pn Shama
    Mod Maths: Pn Cheng (SO CUUUUUTE)
    Add Maths: Pn Gan
    History: Pn Muhanizah (apparently she's my mother's friend. hoh)
    Chemistry: Cik Lee (YAY I LOVE HER)
    Biology: Pn Wong (in the first lesson, she actually showed us the third fingerfor 5 minutes. I thought that was entertaining)
    Physics: Pn Tan, also the class teacher
    Religion:Pn Salina
    EST: Pn Shalini (Hui Lin won't like this, hurr)
    Accounts: I need to search for a tuition class.

    I need to do something with my hair cos I still have the balding middle parting line thing and that sucks.  
  • i left my urge in the icebox.
    My name is Afi. Fifteen. 07January1990. Malaysian. Form 4. SMKDU / MRSM Jasin. mbivert. Pessimistic. Optimistic. Often two-sided. Orphan. When I grow up, I want to join forces with my sister, the octopus, to make a cafe bookstore indiestore just for you artsy-fartsy fags & tired musicians not needing a change and normal people. Also, I tend to ramble about my obsessions. livej, oh, Open Diary, lettres.
    This layout features the 4rd December 2004 strip from A Softer World.


    she found a lonely sound.
    Dir En Grey songs
    Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Kimi To Iu Hana
    Architecture In Helsinki - In Case We Die {album}
    Ahli Fiqir - Angguk Angguk Geleng Geleng
    Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc
    Sleater-Kinney - Entertain


    we'll all float on.
    I like stars & polkadots & lazy Sunday morning & quiet nights & neatly aligned small handwriting & to worry about you & Thursday & English with the accent & long skirts & collared buttoned up boys shirts & neon & + wondermilk & schoolbags & confetti confetti & slr & writing words & japanese images & assorted colour papers & photography & vintage clothing & deeppink & the month of january & books & film strips & polaroids & plaid skirts & guitars & the stills & remembering everything & telling everything & to be with you & sunrise, sunset & artsy-fartsy fag.
    I hate caterpillars.


    you make me loose my buttons.
    Azim + Dina + Eema + Evening Drama + George + Han Mei + Iszie + Jiar + Kar Mun + Lina + Marisa + Patricia + Pojam + Yun Shyuan + Yun Wayne + Zihan


    now we speak with ruin tongues.

    May 2004;
    June 2004;
    July 2004;
    August 2004;
    September 2004;
    October 2004;
    November 2004;
    December 2004;
    January 2005;
    February 2005;
    March 2005;
    May 2005;
    June 2005;