Sunday, June 19, 2005  

music Blur ; Music Is My Radar

I think I should write more in this! I'm looking at the archives and it's so sad because there's only a few updates permonth. Or probably get a new name, because I'm not liking this that much. But oh well, I need to motivate myself to stick with what I have, HAHA.

I've been looking around the Fruits livej community and DAMN I'd really want to go out and wear like that! Now they'll clal me the "malay-and-tudunged-Ah-Lian" but who cares man, who cares. Now I'm gonna hunt out for a sewing machine and some cheap pants from Fajar and some new scarfs with polka-dots ^^ Probably the only shopping place that I'd love is Sungei Wang! During the VI Trasure Hunt, we passed by the shops on the top floor and look at the stuff!! RM16 for a nice skirt!! That's cheap! And not only that, I'm going to shock the TTDI KIDS with the uber phrase: I SHALL PWNZ JOO JOO LAME SCENE (no, wait, EMO!)WANNABES!!! and I have a strange fetish for ties. Mmm.

I'm being more ambitious after my departure from boarding school. Now I'm aiming for the IU Director or the President post in Interact Club, be the next President of Photography Club of 2006, and get straight A1s FA SHO. The form for the post is right beside me, and I can't wait to send this to Yung Chien ^^ And I'm planning to make my own a long Interact skirt so I could wear it with my scarf. Or the alternative way is to wear pants under the skirt(in which my friends were against the idea). Totally Fruits-y!
On Saturday, we had our Interact Club photoshoot. After that, Aida, Dina and I went to One Utama with our Interact clothes on, and we had our brunch (Breakfast + lunch) in a small bar inside the foodcourt infront of the groceries Jaya Jusco. We were the first customers, so the worker there was really friendly. Not to mention that it's cheap! The spaghetti was only RM4.50 and Dina and Aida couldn't finish it because of the large portion! After that, we went to have a walk around because we have the whole day to ourselves, and went in Rock Corner, and made Troy confused. "*puts on his confused face* Eih? what's wrong with you??" XD Eventually we were walking around and went inside the Wind Tunnel. Aida always managed to make another version of the Constantine poster, the one that Keanu Reaves standing with wind blowing his tie and hair. Yeahp. Went to MPH and got the form for the 2005 Writing Contest. now we have to do something about being in the past or the future. I still have to write below 800 words ]: But now I have a perfect guideline, then it's okay!
And then we had some purikura fun:

Aida, me, Dina :D

Sunday, June 12, 2005   The final.

music Dir En Grey ; Egnirys Cimredopyh

          That's it. I decided to leave MRSM Jasin forever. I shocked my mom with tears this very morning, the morning that I was supposed to leave for the second semester, but I decided that this is it.
          Yesterday night at Afnan's birthday party, as we were sitting around making jokes while waiting for the chicken and with Harith trying to flirt with Amir Bo, I said it out loud, the thought that I've been having in my mind the whole day. "I think I'm going to quit Jasin." At first I wasn't sure, I was scared to actually tell my mom. I mean, i don't want to let her down among her friends and her siblings. This is the factor that actually drives me to stay there, eventhough in truth I hate it. I actually do. It's not in the survival part. It's not in the education part [ok, well, except that I seem to have no changes to become a more intelligent person. But Malaysian education IS more to memorising, right?].
          What I've been thinking and predicting is how my Fifth Form year would be. It might be monotonous. Might be disastrous. Might be the next synonym for alienation. I don't know. I still couldn't fit in to a true Malay community. That's how I see it. It's stupid, and it feels like I'm being a racist to my own race, but that's how it is. But probably you would think, "wtf? so she decided to quit the top school because of her own social skills?" but you don't know how it is, dude. You don't know how it is. And what else with the darling conflict of the Drama Team.

          Aida was pleading me to stay. Afnan calmed me down, saying don't panic, and he'll pray that my mom will let me. Amir Bo... "O_______O BETUL KE???" while Harith said, "Don't... boarding school life is fuuuun!" Well, it's easy for him to say since his school has a studio music for BAND, while all we get in Jasin is nasyids being shoved up in our ears.

          So, Damansara Utama Secondary School, here I come. 

09:40 passed !
|

Sunday, June 05, 2005  

music Sleater-Kinney - The Fox

I downloaded Architecture In Helsinki - In Case We Die which has got to be the happiest and the cutestrecord I've ever listened to next to The Unicorns; Sleater-Kinney - The Woods which is one strong grrl power record and I think it's the best by them so far; Tarwater - The Needle Was Travvelling which is just another album to add in my electro [heh, Pojam] list. Not to mention I bought Keane - Hopes and Fears album out of the blue even though I wasn't aiming to buy it. But, eh.

We have a new headmistress. And new rules. Such as no more music devices during prep. OH NOES. There goes our freedom ]: Everything will be more boring than ever.

I had a sleepover at Dina's house. Consists of the regular back to Jude Law-ism, yaoi talk, TENKUU NO ESCAFLOWNE scniasdfef I miss being overly obsessed with this anime, wearing the sith cloak with my dad's retor glasses that looks exactly like the one that Paul Banks always wear, and also I have to tolerate Dina's sudden crazyness towards Mr Hayden Christensen. And our own version of Star Wars.

I really miss One Utama! I went there with Iffa and Aida with Aida's hair colour ebcoming more... out of the edge? Ohohoho. Too much chemicals yow! We had Waffles because dear Iffa wants to see 'someone'... :>

I'm really not in the mood to update, really, but, yeah. Just to let you know that I'm alive. 

20:05 passed !
|